| Monday, August 8th, 2005 |
| 9:14 pm |
Sigh
Ugh! 2 weeks left and I officially will not be living here at home anymore. I will be sharing a room with Nikki Bacot.. Which I am sooo stoked for.... 2 weeks and then I won't be able to see everyone everyday, like at SOTA. How weird is that dgoing to be? I don't know if I even feel like talking about it. It makes me sad... I almost just then started to cry. I don't think that this is going to be a sad experience, I just think that it going to take some major getting used to. I mean my best friend is going to a college in the complete opposite direction as I am and I feel like I'm going to lose her. I know that won't happen but those thoughts just keep popping up in my head. Wow.. these are depressing thoughts. What's really sad is that Meg isn't even home this week so that I can live at her house and spend every moment possible with her... I'm such a loser.... Anyway, I am really excited to go out into the real world and meet new people and learn about some brand new things. I can't wait. I think they only teach you the things that you need to know in high school, but college is the place that challenges you and makes you think outside of your comfort zone and outside of what you know. I really can't wait for that... So work sucks. It's so boring. I will not lifeguard next summer. It just seems to take up my whole summer. I think I might like to work in an office or something. I'm sure I could get hooked up somwehere. But yeah. It's just tiring to get up every day at 7 in the morning and then not getting back home till like 4:45 and then being tired from yelling at the little kids all day. Ah! Help... Less than 2 weeks left of that and I'm out of there... lol I never update this thing and I'm sorry for that. I don't really think that anyone reads it though... So yeah... I'm tired and my mom needs some pics scanned.. Night kids... *~Glow~* Current Mood:  hopefulCurrent Music: Where is your boy tonight? Fall out Boy |
| Sunday, June 26th, 2005 |
| 1:52 pm |
Just had to...
I am...(looks) [] tall [x] in between [] short [] blonde [] redhead [x] brunette (very dark) [] black []other [] blue-eyed [x] brown-eyed [] green -eyed [] hazel eyed [] gold/gray eyed [x] glasses [x] contacts []braces [] freckles [x] piercing(s) [] tattoo(s) [] long hair [] short hair ) [x] med. Hair Your nationality includes...ok ready here goes supermutt [] Chinese [] Indian [] Taiwanese [] Japanese [x] Hispanic [] Puerto Rican [] chicane [x] Italian [] Scottish [] Filipino [] Dutch [x] French [x] German [] Hungarian [] Irish [] Greek [] Portuguese [] Polish [] Korean [] Jamaican [] Canadian [] Lithuanian [] Native American [] Russian [] British [] African [x] Others (aztec) [] I'm white. STFU Your favorite color(s) are? [x] red [] pink [] yellow [x] black []green [x] blue (bright) [] white [x] silver [] purple [] brown [] orange Some sports/physical things you HAVE done? [] soccer [] cheerleading [] dancing [] lacrosse [] field hockey [] hockey [] football [xxxxxxxxxxx] softball [] wrestling [] gymnastics [] track/cross country [] Basketball [] baseball [] golf [x]playing in the mud [] playing music [] hiking [] kayaking [x] camping [x] horseback riding []marching band [x] trampolining [x] rowing Your personality is sometimes... [x]annoying [x] talkative [x] shy [x]funny to others. [] serious [x] spazzy [x] fun loving [x] laid back [] strict [x] hyper [] weird The music you like is? [] rap [x] rock [] pop []country [] hip hop [] r&b [] slow jams [] Christian (Christian rock) [] classical [x] techno [x] oldies [x] punk [] Metal [x] reggae [] Goth [x] Latin [x] Emo []HXC [x] Acoustic The pets you have are? [] cat [x] dog [] lizard [] rat [] ferret [] rabbit [] Guinea pig [] Hamster [x] fish [x] bird [] gerbil [] snake Clothes you like to wear are? [x] plain tshirts [] sweatshirts [] stockings [] boots [] high heels [x] sneakers [x] converses [x] jeans [x] pj pants [] boxers [xxxxxxx] underwear <-- I loooooove underwear [] dresses [] mini skirts [x] long skirts [x]watches [] necklaces [x] hoop earring(s)(well not hoops, but anykind of crazy earings) []toe socks [x] flip flops [] halter tops [] stilletos [x]band shirts [x] shorts How do you like to wear your hair? [x] down [x] ponytail []pigtails [x] messy bun [] half ponytail [x] scrunched/curly [] bun [] crimped [] with a bandana [] French braids [] lots of little braids [] Gel []Hat [] messy hot guy hair [] Fohawk [] mohawk You're mostly labeled as? [] goth [] emo [] prep [] punk [x] hippie [] metal head [] nerd [] ditzy [] hyper [x] happy [] a little of everything [x] i have no idea You eat? [] dessert every night []no meat [] diet stuff tastes nice. [x] healthy foods [x] junk foods [x] a lot of carbs [x] lots of meat [x] salad [x]seafood A typical friday night... [] mall with your friends [x] partying...or Saturday/weekend [x] watching movies []going to the club [x] staying home [x] babysitting and getting $$ [x] hanging out w/ my friends []hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend [] working Currently you are... []in a relationship [] single []crushing [x]single and looking for someone---- [x] just broke up. . . [] in a really confusing situation with a guy/girl your kinda seeing but dont really know... Online, you use: [x] lol []sup [] =D [] lmao [] stfu [] ty [x] j/k [] ttyl [] g2g [] ^^ [] T_T [] x_x [] ^_^ [] wtf [] none of the above Did you like this survey? [x] yeah [] no! [] it was ok [x] it was something to do Current Mood:  flirtyCurrent Music: "Cannonball" ~Damien Rice |
| 10:22 am |
Oops
Graduation was the craziest day of my life. I was sad, happy, confused and just so overwhelmed all at the same time. But it was awesome! I think that everyone looked great and we all pulled off our performances. The creative writing poem was, well, it was alright. I know that it could have been much much better. But oh well, it's too late now. I haven't really been home at all since school got out. I've had training for my new lifeguarding job with the city all weekend. At least I'm getting paid for that... I'm so broke and I owe everyone money. It sucks.. :-/ Oh well. Well I'm single again and I must say that I really do think that I am cursed... I've had one relationship that has lasted longer than two weeks... ONE! This last one lasted just one week and one day. Atleast it wasn't because I got bored so quickly. I broke up with him cuz his mom called my cell phone accusing me of having sex with him and all this other shit so I figured that I needed to get out of that whole situation... Anyway. Life is crazy... But I'm loving it right now.. Love you kids... ~Glow ;) Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: Nothing just the annoying hum of the computers... |
| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005 |
| 7:29 pm |
I'm not so much good at this game
Hahaha I suck at remembering to update this thing. Well the last entry that I did was about prom... It was fun. My dress came out absoutly beautiful and all in all prom was fun. I did wish that I had a date at times. But oh well. We all went back to meg's after and got really drunk and there are pics of my passed out on her table. ahahahaha... Well at the moment I'm not single. I'm dating a kid from my neighborhood. He's younger than me.. can someone please explain to me what my thing is with dating jail bait? Omg... I'm not sure if I want to be in a relationship right now. I know that's not what I said the last time, but I dono. I feel like there are so many other things that I am missing out on, but then when I'm with him, he's the only one that I want. AH! I hate this... Um.. can I just say that I'm graduating on thursday and I am really really sad and confused about the way that I should be feeling. I'm sad and scared and excited. I'm not sure about what to do next. It's scary to know that in 2 months I'll be forced way out of my comfort zone... at least Nikki and I are sharing a room... I hope that this will make things easier.. I have my own computer for college.. nothing special.. just an old one that one of my mom's friend's fixed up for me. Jordan came over and helped me connect to the internet today. I missed that boy so much! I dono what else to update on... Life is crazy. ~Glow Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: "Attitude" by Alien Ant Farm |
| Tuesday, May 31st, 2005 |
| 9:18 pm |
PROOOOOM
Oh Jesus... It's sooo close.. And my dress is almost done.. I can't wait. It's beautiful... But I'm going to prom alone.. Which sort of saddens me but I know that I'll fun anyway cuz I have the best friends in the entire world... Plus I have this really cute date for after prom! ;) I'm excited... Oh man... senior year is slowly/fastly coming to a close... It's crazy to think that my last day of school is only 14 days away... ah! I'm gonna be a mess on moving up day... A MESSSSSSS! I'm gonna go cry now! lol To my class of 05.. I love you! Thanks you for everything..... I love you all! Going to bed... Night kids... ~Glow ;) Current Mood:  excitedCurrent Music: "Lover I don't have to Love" ~Bright Eyes |
| Monday, May 30th, 2005 |
| 10:15 am |
My horoscope for today....
Sometimes you may be a bit envious of those in relationships -- but now's not one of those times. Being solo is so much better than settling for someone who's just not right. I'm wishing this was true... Ah! Current Mood:  blah |
| Sunday, May 29th, 2005 |
| 3:34 pm |
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaack!
Lol I haven't written anything in here in a long time and feel that it might be time to update... There really isn't much new going on.. Well maybe.. Softball is over with and that makes me really really sad. My highschool career came to a close. I felt like I had a good season, I wish of course that it had been better. But what athleate doesn't? It makes me sad to know taht next year I'll (hopefully) be playing for a new coach. I love Coach V, she's become like an aunt to me or something. I know that some of you know her from school and might think that strange, but I'm not sure that people actualy know her. She's such a great person and a great coach to play for. I think I'll miss this season the most out of any other. I'm going to miss the ultimate frisbee team too. It was a great season this year and I felt that I did much much better than other seasons... SO yay me! hahaha School is almost over and that means it's time to grow up. That's scary. I don't think I'm ready to face the world alone... I'm going to miss SOTA and all the great people that I have had the pleasure of becoming friends with. *Sigh* it's been such a crazy ride... And I'll miss every minute of it... I can't believe we're graduating already as it seems like just yesterday I was a freshman getting lost down the halls and not knowing anyone... Ah! I'm gonna cry... Anyway, prom is coming up on friday and I still don't have a date.. This frustrates me cuz I've asked like 5 people.. What the hell? Oh well... I'm just going to roll with it and see what happens... But it still sucks thinking I could have gone with Jason. (I have a huge crush on him)<-- I don't think he knows that and I hope that he doesn't read this.. lol I'm tired of being single... But that's another topic for another day.... Anyway, I have a terrible headache and I need to go shower, plus all this thinking about graduating is depressing... Love you all! ~Glow ;) Current Mood:  lonelyCurrent Music: "For you to Notice" ~Dashboard Confessional |
| Tuesday, March 29th, 2005 |
| 9:29 pm |
It's been a while...
Oh man... I haven't updated this thing in a looooong time.. Well I feel like I haven't really been home too much so oh well.. Sorry kids.. Softball has started and I feel like it's already taken over my life... It tends to do that.. But our first game is going to be on Saturday... If the weather holds up and the fields dry out a bit... But I can't wait.. I think we might have a pretty decent team this year... We just gotta pull our shit together... But anyway, some shit has been happening lately and it makes me both sad and frustrated at the same time... I want to have my friend back but I don't know if she knows how much she really hurt me... Not talking sucks.. But if that's what it's gonna take then whatever.. I've said my piece and I'm sorry that you didn't like what I had to say... but that's how I felt and I was tired of being secretly mad and frustrated with you... Anyway, onto something more cheerful? Well, I don't think that I can think of anything cheerful... I think I like someone a lot... But I don't think they like me back.. No suprize there... Oh well.. Well I think this is good enough... I can't wait to start at Oswego next fall.. It's gonna be great.. Anyway, I love you all! *~Glow~* Current Mood:  indescribableCurrent Music: Sublime!!! |
| Thursday, March 3rd, 2005 |
| 9:40 pm |
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| Monday, February 28th, 2005 |
| 5:11 pm |
Wow...
Well I did feel like updating but now that it comes to it, I don't know if I want to. But I guess since I'm here I might as well just do it.... I got home from the best vacation ever! Mexico was beautiful. I've never seen so many beautiful/wonderful things in my entire life.... I'm gonna try to set up a website soon with all my pics... I got my ear pierced. It hurts... I got three holes in my cartalidge that in six months will be connected with a spiral... Can't wait.. Nothing really that new to share... I'm feeling lonely.... I think I just need some lovin.. Any takers??!?!?!?!?! Alright I have to get going.. Later Love, *~Glow~* Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Disenchanted Lullaby |
| Monday, February 14th, 2005 |
| 9:07 pm |
Oh Jesus!
I haven't updated in a very, very looooong time... And since I'm not very tired at the moment I've decided that this is the moment to do so... Wow that was a lot of words.. Well anywho, nothing too exciting is going on.. I'm leaving for Mexico in two days! Thursday! To warm weather! *points in no particular direction* Oh man... Well today was valentines day and as usual I had no valentine and felt a bit depressed. I still do, but you know what? Fuck all you couples! I don't care anymore! Haahahahahaha... Yeah, I'm sad that I didn't have a valentine, but such is life... I went out on friday night with Megan H... We were on our way to Joe's party when we got a phone call and found out that the party had been broken up. So we went to megan's friend's house where I played my first game of beer pong... It was great. Can't wait to play again.. Any takers?! I must say that I think I have the lowest alcohol tolerance in the world because I had what might have been the equivalent to one beer and I was buzzed... How sad! Alright well I think I shall end it here for the night... If I don't update before I leave for Mexico... I hope that everyone has a great break and I shall see you upon my return when I want to hang out with people.. So let me know! I love you all! *~Glow~* Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: Oh Ryan Cabera! Sorry Kids... couldn't help it.. |
| Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 |
| 9:40 pm |
Hmmm...
I don't really have much taht's been going on right now... No more school this week... I only had two exams and that was awesome! I should probably be reading that book for Mr. Craddock's class cuz I have a story due on friday, and I have to model about certain parts of the novel... So tomorrow that's what I'll be doing... Writing! Yay! Who's excited about that? Cuz I am! Alright Sophie watned me to update this thing, so I did.. I hope you're happy!!!! Lol.. Love you all! *~Glow~* Current Mood: goodCurrent Music: "I'm a fake" ~The Used |
| Thursday, January 20th, 2005 |
| 9:09 pm |
WOOOO HOOO!!!
Hhahahah. Just wanted to let everyone know a few things... 1. I can drive! 2. I've been accepted into Oswego!!!! 3. My poem was chosen by writers and books for thier new phone booth thingy. You will soon be able to go listen to it and read it online! So everything seems to be going really really smooth lately and that makes me really really happy! Lol.. Just thought you all should know! Love you all! *~Glow~* Current Mood:  giddyCurrent Music: Cut Up Angels ~The Used |
| Tuesday, January 4th, 2005 |
| 8:51 pm |
Wow!
Woot! I was accepted into SUNY Fredonia today... But the funny thing is that I didn't do my second application! Yay! Sometimes I love being a slacker! WOOOOOOOT! But other than that there is nothing new going on in my life.. I love you all! *~Glow~* Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: In the Shadows ~Story of the Year |
| Wednesday, December 29th, 2004 |
| 11:16 pm |
I was going to update, but I've decided that I don't want to. So night everyone.. *~Glow~* Does this count as an update? Current Mood:  lazy |
| Monday, December 27th, 2004 |
| 1:55 pm |
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| Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004 |
| 7:03 pm |
Hmmm!
Wow, haven't updated this thing in like a week. Sorry boys and girls... Well I am sorry to report that Jeff and I are no longer together. I'm sorry Jeff... I really do like you. I just feel like I wasn't being a real girlfriend and I don't think that it was fair to you. I feel so bad and I want you to know that I really do like you, I just can't do this relationship thing right now.... Sorry.. Well christmas is this week! Oh my god, that means we are all gonna graduate in 6 MONTHS!!!! AHHHH! Where the fuck has the time gone?!?!?!?! What am I going to do with out all my SOTA Kids? I'm gonna go insane! This is sooo depressing to think about! Well I'll update some more later! Love you all! *~Glow~* Current Mood: okayCurrent Music: American Idiot ~Greenday |
| Wednesday, December 15th, 2004 |
| 8:31 pm |
Ohhhhhhhhh.......... Here it goes
Alright kiddos, I haven't updated in a while so I thought I might do it now. What's new? Well I've been sick for what feels like forever... I left work early today cuz none of the kids where there and I felt like shit. I'm sooo tired... What else is new? Jeff. We're together and I'm happy... This week is almost over! Yay! No big plans this weekend... So let me know if you want to do anything.. I think Megan wants to hang out.. which will be cool.. cuz I love her. I love everybody... Just not the kids that I coach.. No one loves those little fuckers.. hahah j/k j/k Who wants to go bowling this weekend? Cuz I really need to get some practice in instead of just competeing... *sigh* I'm ready for bed.. My eyes are tired so I think I'm gonna get off the computer for the night.. I love you all! *~Glow~* Jeff: I'm glad that we decided to give this a chance... ;) Current Mood:  groggyCurrent Music: Caress Me Down ~Sublime |
| Monday, December 13th, 2004 |
| 12:40 pm |
Soooo I'm Dying..?!?!?!
Well no not really. I'm not dying. I feel like shit though. I hate being/getting sick. It's the worst feeling in the world... I wish that I had gone to school, cuz I'm very very very bored. And not to mention cold.. Maybe I should put on some clothes instead of just my PJ's! Oh sexy sexy, yeah right... Hahaha.. Right so... I'm so confused about certain situations going on right now. I want it to work out. I really do... But we'll have to see about that. Oh dear... I think I'm gonna go back to bed.. I have like no energy and it's warm in my room. So that's where I'm a-headin'.. Come join me if you'd like to! hahah.. ;) I love you all! *~Glow~* Current Mood:  sickCurrent Music: Kings of the Kilburn High~Flogging Molly |
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